Don't beat yourself up about it. The first few weeks your emotions will be running wild. I remember my first day at it. My first client treated me like I was a piece of shit on the bottom of his shoe. The second had me in a head lock. 2 years down the line I'm loving it. If your still feeling really emotional a month or so down the line you may want to rethink your occupation but it'll take a while for it to become the norm in your head. As you become more experienced as an escourt you'll think of other ways to make things less stressful but theost important thing is to learn from your mistake and don't make the same mistake again. All those issues you've had are surly going to reappear regularly but you will soon get used to it. Chin up chick! Xx

Give it another go, tomorrow is always another day I say! You'll quickly realise if you can deal putting yourself through this xx
Best of luck to you also make sure you vet the guys and use your gut instinct with each guy that rings you