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Dear Mistress
I am a 39 year old submissive doctor ...I thought I might outline my fantasy to see if it is something that you would be interested in....
I have always been very submissive to women, and it has always been my fantasy to find myself in a situation with a strong, dominant woman with strong legs who really could overpower me, and where i find myself in over my head. i love the thought of meeting you, being seduced by you so that you relax me, then being taken by surprise as you start to dominate and hurt me?i try to stop you and say i want to leave, which just causes you to laugh and start to really dominate me and proceed to crushing me under you as you smother me, or crush me between your thighs. you toy with me for a while, and then i slowly realise that you are not just a dominatrix, you are a true femme fatale who gets pleasure from crushing her victims to death. you mock me for my naivety as you wrap your beautiful but deadly thighs around my neck and start to slowly crush me to death like a python. i would love to be taken to the point where i am truly scared that you might really be capable of doing it and i am in real danger, so you literally have me begging for my life. (obviously i don't really want you to kill me, just the fantasy). I would love to experience being on the edge, under your rule, seeing the lust in your eyes as you threaten to kill me, realising that approaching you was the most foolish and dangerous thing I had ever done, and that even if I live, my life will never be the same again. (I think that this is more about psychological domination and making me feel terrified of you, rather than having to do anything genuinely physically dangerous or that you feel uncomfortable with) My only way out is to submit fully and accept that my fear and desire for you are inseparable, and that my only satisfaction can truly come from suffering for your pleasure.
If this is something you are interested, please let me know