I’m late with rent now and absolutely terrified
one of those days I just want to curl up and cry.
I really feel for you, I'm in a similar position. It's been DEAD since January for me and a couple of friends over in Manchester/Liverpool. My rent is due tomorrow (£450), I'm going on holiday to Portugal on Thursday (booked about 6 months ago) and have to pay for cat care while I'm away. I don't have enough for rent or to top up my electric, no money to exchange for this holiday or for cat care. I don't even know if I have money to top up my electric.
I'm working today despite the fact I'm super sore from work 2 nights last week, not many clients but for some reason left me sore. I'm really panicking, I hate this

Considering getting a part time civvy job for a steady income, never thought I would say that!
I hope things picked up for you xx