I don't know what happened but so far this year, it has been awful. December was great but I was already having thoughts about quitting due to stress. I have only been attracting time wasters lately. I can't do this anymore, I need a break. This is not worth it for me.
The same here December was great then from January it has been steady here or there. The stress wasn't worth it in the end so decided to make plans about backing away from full time. So far so good the stress of them is diminishing.
If ever you want to talk you can pm I would be happy to help.
Life does get better, I found that by removing all the things that were making me unhappy. I was happy again.
Being more exclusive to having availability will help.
I love my new home.
I feel like I am getting more ownership of my body now.