Urgh easter has just reminded me of how pants summer can be at times...
ughhhhh, don't say that!!! lol, dont think i could take this deadness much longer!! im pulling my hair out not earning enough.....and im super horny! my high sex drive isnt being fed enough!!!!..........omg! i might have to give it away for free (one night stand) just to feed my labido!
*shudders* haha xox
You know something, I never thought I'd say this, but I did have one client today who was actually really rather good at oral. I was lying there in a happy little zone when he stopped "I don't want to go over time" FUCK THE CLOCK GET BACK DOWN THERE
And this is the one day where I've sat completely organised, twiddling my thumbs, checking that my phone is actually working 
paaaahahahahaaaaaaaa, yeah i get the odd client like that, fuck the clock! and you can definately come back again!!!!! hahahahaaaaaa
ive just set myself up on another site, its not escorting, but clips, cam, images etc. have decided that i need to enter the world of online sex if im going to be able to financally carry on in this line of work, i love it too much!!
skyped with the grandparents last night, and as per usual, the talk of my future comes up. "so what are your plans?" etc etc. every bloody time!!!! then nana said she didnt find her calling till she was in her 30s and thats when she discovered her passion in cooking and opened up a resturaunt. (love her cooking! unfortunately, she didnt pass those genes down, im shit in the kitchen and so is my mum, lol)
got me thinking, what do i love, what have i always been passionate about!?...................SEX!!!!!! im always bloody talking about it, just like she always talks about cooking.............so....got me thinking..........maybe i should aim to make a career out of this! but how the fuck would i tell the famalam! lmao! id have to be "a cleaner and barmaid" for the rest of my life lol.
oh well, im 24, got plenty of time to still not know what the fuck i want to do with my life lol. xox