Thanks everyone. I just feel so deflated. I don't know why it's so difficult at the minute. When you need the money it truly doesn't come. Had a terrible arrival, accomodatiom faults etc and it just made things worse.
The men are such hard work up towards Scotland like they're a different breed. The way they speak and treat us (mostly homelanders) is appalling. I've had so many mess around, cancel, play with me, disrespect me. One guy wanted half an hour and to go 3 times and asked to stay an extra 15 mins for £10. One guy sent me a dick pic covered in warts. I'm done with today