It's okay I haven't been working enough to make as much money, and some days are slow, then I'll get a client, I've accepted that this is the way it is, I tried a mentorship with a company I wanted to work for and I ended up having a mental breakdown because the team ganged up and pretty much tried making me look bad. I hate everyone and I hate leaving my house lol. I don't know, I feel so trapped in a place that's expensive, never having the money but not willing to participate in shitty human behavior, ugh.