I'm terribly lonely & this can be a very isolating job. It's also made me extremely suspicious of absolutely everyone & everything, which I hate, but time & again I've been proven right.
BF who knew what I was doing & promised on the Bible (I actually made him) he'd never throw the job in my face? Did.
BFF of 10 years whom I had a falling out with? Outed me on FB.
I just will not trust anyone anymore, & I hate that☹️.
There's been a few other things with other ppl, but those 2 stand out. I'm so, so lonely but I don't dare trust anyone, & it's simply exhausting keeping up the double life if you DON'T tell them.
I journal A LOT & that helps enormously. I'd love to have some sort of hobby that I could do with regularity, but it's hard when I'm on the road literally 3 weeks out of 4.
I absolutely miss being in a call center (what I did for years) & that socialization. I can't do both unfortunately, it'd just be too hard on me.