I have mixed opinions about dating clients.
My ex was a former client who asked me out for a drink after meeting him a few times.
I told him i would be happy to have drinks with him at a reduced rate but i wasn't willing to meet up with him for free.
He replied "oh okay I'll get back to you" A week went by when i got a text asking if i was still willing to have a few drinks with him. After a brief convo with him and agreeing on a day, time and fee i met with him for a few drinks and we had a meal.
I ended up leaving this industry and ended up in a 2 year relationship with him not long afterwards. Turned out to be one of worst mistakes of my life.
He was a textbook narcissist who stalked me, harrassed me and never gave me a moments peace.
I could go on forever
when trying to explain the lengths and depths he went to in attempts to control me, he was so possessive and manipulative.
He Used my past against me at every opportunity he had, & after a few drinks on xmas day over the dinner table he decided to share with two of his best friends and their wives that i used to be a former prostitute and how he'd saved me from the horrible mistreatment id endured at the hands of clients.. I almost choked on my dinner in total disbelief at what i was hearing while he came across like he was my "knight in shining armour" who only tried to "help me!!
Everyone around the table went quiet, i was speechless and felt so uncomfortable i ended up getting up from the table, and leaving early apologising to his friends and wives On the way out.
He ended up returning home not long after and never said a word just collapsed asleep on the bed drunk with ten minutes.
What a perfect start to the first xmas i spent with him..I'd never felt so humiliated in all my life
Every attempt i made to end the relationship resulted in threats of blackmail that he would tell my family and friends i was a former prostitute. I told him to get on with it and blocked his calls & messages.
What i didn't know was that before we split up he'd placed a keylogger on my computer and mobile devices and installed some software which played havoc with my computer.
I lost years of my personal files.
I was never tech savvy until I met him but now I've had to be, especially with various techniques available to people who can use software ect to gain information about you.
I decided after a couple of months of leaving him to return to escort Work hoping i could try to forget about him.
No chance!! 😳
That was almost 18 months ago and although i returned to escort work for a year he just never left me alone.
He told me in a email 8 months after returning to the industry that he'd "paid someone" to keep an eye on me
I had no idea what he meant by that.. I just replied thankyou very much but the only guy i need protection from was you!- "himself"!
He used several fake accounts on adultwork to send me emails, placed fake bookings with intention to mess me around, then left multiple disgusting fake feedbacks- Thankfully after contacting adultwork and explaining the problems I've been having they kindly removed this feedback.. but only because he left identifying details in this feedback such as my real name, my address ect along with insulting disgusting remarks.
There were times this feedback had been online several hours before I'd even seen it and each and everytime he did this i had to remove my profile from view until adultwork removed the comments.
I did involve the police several times, he was given written warnings and cautions but as i hadn't told the police the full truth about this line of work it was difficult for me to explain to them some of the things he's been doing which he knew i didn't want to do.
He did take it upon himself to tell the police everytime i called them i was a "prostitute, I'd been cheating on him" believing this would gain him sympathy and the police wouldn't take action just as he told all his friends and people who knew me that id "left him" to become a "prostitute", but he just failed to mention we met as he was a former client!
I often wondered how the heck i got involved with such a disordered person, as im not stupid and im not easily sucked in by guys who try to flatter with compliments and sweet nothings.
Yes He was lovely when i first met him, love bombed me with flowers, chocolates, gifts, lots of compliments and swept me off my feet. Now i when i look back i want to thank him for what he taught me.
His sweet nature and the excitement quickly changed once he was certain i looked comfortable and happy with him, it was then his true colours came out along with false accusations and psychological abuse.
I later found out he'd done this before to another girl who worked in the adult industry, she was a lap dancer and he made her life hell, stalked her afterwards to the point she ended up giving up the job completely, ended up on antidepressents, gave up her home and returned to live with her parents after becoming a alcoholic.
I'd like to think not all clients who begin relationships with escorts turn out to be like this- but as he was my first experience of dating a client i just don't know