Hey honey,
I'm sorry you're in this situation, and feeling emotional and stressed but It's worth remembering that your hormones are all over the place right now so any decision will seem more daunting than usual. Try not to put pressure on yourself about your relationship, now isn't the time to be doing that. You need to think about yourself right now more than ever. Easier said than done I know, but it'll all over over and done with soon.
Good Luck for Wednesday, if you're in the south and would like some moral support give me a shout. Sending lots of virtual cuddles and support your way.
Love Alex x