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Having a bad time....AGAIN...
« on: 26 November 2011, 09:19:02 pm »
Hello Everybody,

Well, here i go again, wallowing in my own self pity  ::). I'm not going to go into a huge amount of detail as i dint want to bore anyone, to cut a long story short, I've got two friends, who believe me, hated each other, i was stuck in the middle, their relationship had gone beyond repair. Saying that they were never really good friends anyway.

I have done everything to keep the peace, and i have done everything within my power to help BOTH of them in everyway possible, eg: giving lifts, lending money, looking after kids the list is endless. I don't care about doing any of these things, i would do anything for anyone that's how i have been bought up (fuck sake mother)...But there comes a line, and i have am a very patient and quiet person and i would do ANYTHING to avoid a confrontational situation...But like i said the line...Everyone has one and it takes a very long time to piss me off...Well the two of them have decided to become friends, i don't know when this happened, and now they are sitting drinking tea, slagging me off, oh did i actually say ME?

I feel so hurt and angry right now, they are both my closest friends, after everything, i know that all people talk about other people etc, but the things i heard. Its all playground shit but it still hurts and i think a lot is down to jealousy, but fuck sake...I cant be bloody arsed with it all, I'm nearly 30 for fuck sake. An all my friends wonder why i spend so much time with my horses. Well now i know who my friends really are...MY HORSES  :P.

Anyway sorry bore everybody i just had to get it out...I feel like crying.

Love N' Hugz.

Mak.
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Re: Having a bad time....AGAIN...
« Reply #1 on: 27 November 2011, 11:16:12 am »
well heres a big hug from me.  I don't know where I would be without my dogs sometimes.

My 'best friend' of 20 years found out about my 'other world' and hasn't spoken to me since July 27th.  She lives opposite me and the pain I felt of the loss of our friendship was like a grief.
And still is.

However having your friends talking about you, I say move on, there's better friends out there for you xxxx :-*
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Re: Having a bad time....AGAIN...
« Reply #2 on: 27 November 2011, 03:25:53 pm »
Heres a hug and a kiss from me to.
I totally agree my 3 dogs my cat and my beloved horse get my vote anytime much prefer animals to humans always have and always will.
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Re: Having a bad time....AGAIN...
« Reply #3 on: 27 November 2011, 05:16:38 pm »
Hello Everybody,

Thanks for hugs and kisses, i thought i would feel better today, but i don't. All that has caused all this was one stupid comment. I had been given a dress by my so called 'best friend', i wore it to a party, she was there she took great delight in telling anyone who would listen that 'i lent her that dress and actually it looks so much better on me', well that's just basically saying 'my dick is bigger than yours'. Its just so childish, if she really were my true 'best friend' she would have told me i looked nice etc, and she wouldn't have told everybody willing to listen that it was her dress, when actually she gave it to me. Its just pathetic.

Well, the new update is, after being asked to come round my 'best friends' house by my other friend yesterday, who only wanted me there so i could no doubt give her a lift home when we left, to her again texting me asking where i was at nearly 8pm, when she never asks me anything along those lines, still obviously wanting a lift home, i just replied 'at home'. I haven't heard a thing from her since.

My so called 'best friend' has not bothered with me at all, no phonecalls no texts, and all of a sudden i get a text 15 Min's ago saying hi. Only because the other friend has gone home and she feeling lonely...

Anyway rant over...Animals are definitely much easier to get along with. And scottishgirl001, that is terrible, after 20 years my god. I hope you are feeling OK after this, big hugs.  :-*

Love N' Hugz.

Mak.
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Re: Having a bad time....AGAIN...
« Reply #4 on: 27 November 2011, 07:43:14 pm »
My cats never disappoint me, nor do they let me down. I love my moggies  :-*
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Re: Having a bad time....AGAIN...
« Reply #5 on: 27 November 2011, 07:55:34 pm »
Nor do my horses, apart from when the biggest (16.3) is chasing me around the field  :o, or when my naughtiest puts her foot in my full of poo wheelbarrow and tips it over  >:( lol, but i wouldn't change them for the world.
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Re: Having a bad time....AGAIN...
« Reply #6 on: 27 November 2011, 08:27:13 pm »
Sending lots of love and hugs your way tiny.

Today one of the friends I considered close showed her true colours and the fact that our relationship was one where she basically just used me has come out.

It is very hard to deal with and hurts but we will come out better in the end xxx


I miss my cat :(
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Re: Having a bad time....AGAIN...
« Reply #7 on: 27 November 2011, 08:41:22 pm »
Quote from: Ambs on 27 November 2011, 08:27:13 pm
I miss my cat :(

I know how you feel!  I had to have my darling boy put down a few weeks ago.  I wept for days and still get a bit teary whenever I think of him.  He was with me for 5 years (rescue cat) and ended up with cancer... he helped me more than any person did when I was ill or when I was feeling low.

People are such idiots that I keep most people at arms length.  My mistrust of people was when my best friend decided to tell my partner at the time that I had slept with x, y and z... when I didn't.  He believed her and as far as I know they're together still, after several years.  I've not had a best friend since.

As for the cruel comments, I always think that if I let them get to me then they're winning.  And while there's no denying that it hurts, going on and being as happy as you can be is sometimes the best form of a revenge.  You won't be hurting anyone directly, but you'll be happier.

I guess now my cat's gone, books are becoming my best friends now.  They don't answer back and they provide a bit of escapism from the crap that other people seem sometimes to go out of the way to put right on your doorstep.

Hugs to all of you who've been hurt by other people's words and actions.
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Re: Having a bad time....AGAIN...
« Reply #8 on: 27 November 2011, 08:57:06 pm »
Yes that is exactly my situation, i have been used, and it really does hurt, but i was also silly for inviting such bitches into my life. I am usually the sort of person who does keep anyone at arms length, just so these sort of things don't happen. I am also a very selfish person, who at times has bought the girl who was texting me yesterday to see my beloved horses, only to let her walk along side me while i was riding i look back and think, good, I'm glad i did that.

People can be so cruel, but i have just brushed it off, i don't need bad minded people as friends, and oh my god, i did look so fucking hot in that dress. I do not need fake people around me, beauty comes from within an those two are so ugly within. They are welcome to each other, stink pu**y ho*s...

WOOO WOOO i feel better!  :P  :P

Love N' Hugz.

Mak.
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