So much stuff has happened in my personal life, some out of my control , work is a nightmare and( ive sacked the lover) and relieved to have clients who know how to pleasure me and be working in this industry I can focus on something else, where I don't have to justify my actions to anyone and can choose.
Looking back I cant believe the lover said to me "oh I don't like oral its derogatory its what prostitutes do!!" he was missing out on tremendous pleasure.
Yet he had no idea I am one (if only he had known) but this is why I never tell the men im seeing what I do.
feeling like in need a positivity injection this week