Not my last booking but needed a bit of time to process it.
Guy books for an hour. Shortly after rings to ask for shower, yep, no problem (could have text). Got the impression he was going to be a no show, as this is what happens when they make multiple phone calls (to me anyway) but he does show up. On showing him to the shower he says he's seen my reviews on a 'well known review site' so this makes me wary straightaway. Once he's out of the shower he doesn't want me to undress just yet. He pushes me towards the wall and puts his hands around my throat. It was at this point I smelt cannabis on him, so I'm feeling rather intimidated. I very rarely feel like this. I comply because I'm anxious and start making mental notes on features because I feel it's all going to go badly. I start wishing I'd moved my panic alarm closer to the bed. I can't relax but still comply. He keeps commenting what dainty little hands I have, and what a pretty little face, but the look on his face isn't friendly. Lots of throat holding and hair pulling but to be fair it wasn't too rough. He asks for a condom, he holds me down, whilst grabbing my hair, he's done pretty quick. I feel relieved, and start beating myself up for not trusting him. I don't advertise or allow guys to be dom with me as I feel it's risky. He was fine afterwards. I still don't know how I feel about it, I mean he was fine, but I was convinced I was going to be hurt. Cannabis is a massive trigger for me, I can't stand the smell for a number of personal reasons.