I for one like my job and a lot of my clients, and am as inclined to like or dislike individual men as any other kind of person, but I don't give a hoot if other escorts feel differently about their punters, that's their business.
Anyway, I think seeing as it looks like lockdown is going to be extended (painful seeing as how beautiful the weather is) so I'm now trying to seriously amend my thinking to come to terms with the fact that I won't be working for a real long time. Maybe it'll just be another few weeks but because I was mentally tiring myself checking the guardian for any clues as to when this will soften ever few hours, I've decided its best just to assume the worst and make peace with that and hope for a nice surprise. Maybe even try cam again.