I'm 45 so when I was 10-12 years old, the only porn around was magazines from the top shelf of the newsagents. There was no internet anything or CDs or videos. THE most popular part of those mags from the men's points of view, was the Reader's Wives bit. Why? Cos it was ordinary women, all types of body shapes and states of body, normal, approachable women that there was a chance that these men could shag - ie shagging them was an attainable possibility - they weren't a supermodel who the guy had to think 'well she'd never look at me'. I think we'd all be very surprised by how many men actually are just bl**dy grateful to have a real live woman there who's willing and enthusiastic and i don't honestly think that they care a hoot about all the little details that we beat ourselves over the head about! Nowadays it's all plastic and fake and porn stars, models and actresses with near perfect bodies (which are NOT representative of the majority of society) - but a lot of men would be put off by a 'perfect' escort like this - they want us knackered, half battered sorts (lol!!!) who have a few curves but we have a sense of fun. I do this myself though - at the age of 45 there's a lot of stuff I can beat myself up about believe me about my body, but even at this age having had two kids, if I'm honest, blokes could do a lot worse you know?! So I say, don't worry about it.