I went totally numb and i shuddered as though a ghost has walked over my grave from reading pages and pages of MR WARD. I hope many of you read and take note of what i am about to say and pass onto all your friends / colleagues that are escorts.
6 weeks ago i was working from Doncaster (Usual place is Nottm), my bf was on a lads hol and my best mate lives up there so i thought i would work up there so i could be close to her while bf was away. On the first day (tues) i was there at teatime, i had a call from a man who called himself HARRY. He asked me for an overnight the next night (weds), i explained i couldnt as i had plans, but i could do this night. He went on in a long and rammbled conversation to explain that he couldnt get my funds until weds morning as he has to withdraw the money from his savings account and the bank was now closed. ***Saying this now i know how stupid i sound, it is also the hardest thing i have had to do write this post***. For some unknown reason, i trusted and believed him. He used lines such as "If there is one person you can trust its me love", and "I never let people down". I was so fixated on my overnight fee getting paid which is ?650 that as i sat down to eat at my mates, we talked over it to make sure i wasnt making a mistake. She said i could call her through the night if anything happened and her and her bf would be right round.
I arranged to meet MR WARD in a lay by opposite a big church in Chesterfield at half 9, because his flat would be hard to find otherwise. I drove past him and my exact thoughts in my head were "WHAT A DIRTY OLD FAT F******G T***"!!!!
But being so desperate for the money i turned my car around and picked him up. I asked him to direct me to a garage so i could buy some cigarettes, then he couldnt find his way back, turns out we ended up back at the garage again as he had no tea bags, i never drink when on a job.
We got back to his flat and parked around the corner, theres a chinese shop next door to his flat, some of you might recognise what im saying here and i hope to god he hasnt done to alot of you what he has to me. What he has done as well as something else, which i cannot say until the end, will MESS me up for the rest of my whole life, and its not about "Only if you let it!" some of us arent as strong as the others.
We went inside and i can describe the flat as one you would typically find junkies squatting in. The furniture completley mis-matched and just generally a SESS-PIT! Through the night i found out actually he was ok to talk to and a good listener, for every cup of tea i had, he sank 3-4 cans of ale. I am never comfortable when a client drinks in front of me with the amount he drank, and his drinking was very unusual to my clients in the past 3 years of doing this job. As the night went on, i felt so utterly disgusting about myself, i had a hunch something wasnt right, but i stayed, despite what he did i endured the whole night there and took the bullc**p he gave the morning after.
We carried on talking until about half 12 and he asked me to sit on his knee he forced his dirty disgusting tongue inside my mouth and had a bit of a forceful grope. Whilst the evening had been ongoing and through those dragged out hours (on my part) of conversation we were sat at a dining table and with me having ME and an extreme bad back, with failed back surgery, i asked if i could move to the sofa. I had kept my long thick coat on and buttoned all the way up all evening.
For my own reasons i cannot go into the whole details of what happened, but as i am sure he has done to some of you HE RAPED ME, with a condom for his own personal benefit for the was no DNA to be found. I endured the night downstairs, cramped up on his 2 seater sofa with only my coat to keep me warm. I awoke the next morning to a cup of tea he made me and to him sticking his penis in my face at least twice, the behaviour of a typical pervert and groomer. I was so numb, in shock and dead inside from what he had done to me, yet i was too scared to run. I could have had the chance if i wasnt bothered of being paid my fee of ?650 - youre all probably going to sit and laugh at how stupid i sound, but at that time i was non the wiser of what he planned. I drove him to the bank, yet got NOTHING for petrol money, as i was under the false pretense he was actually paying me ?2000!! We parked up and he showed me a statement showing his bank figure at ?63,000. He then told me he would go into the bank later on with his daughter and again another stupidity of me gave him my full name, sort code and account no. I left him there and drove to my mates house. I didnt tell my friend that he had raped me, i didnt say a word, i was just dead inside.
I told her i couldnt and didnt want to communicate with him at all and so using my work mob, she exchanged several texts with him that morning explaining how i really needed that money to be in by 1pm and if it wasnt i would have the police round there for it. loads of texts exchanged he had the ordasity to text "me" saying he doesnt take kindly to threats, he had put a roof over my head (I HAD A HOTEL AND OR MY MATES HOUSE TO STAY!!) and he has paid it in. During the day the money wasnt showing, so the circle of lies kept getting bigger, i waited until the next monday, not giving up on the slightest hope that it might be in there, and then i came to be honest with myself and realise i would never get it. It then took me another 6 days to be able to tell my mum and bf what had happened and the police were called a few days later by my doctor.
Why did it take me so long to make the call?? When you have already been a victim of rape twice before and the police failed to prosecute, you give up hope and all faith in justice and blame yourself everyday for the rest of your life.
6 weeks later here i am, the first i have head of this site was last night when the 2 detectives from Clay Cross CID were at my house. They were both involved from day one, and last night i find out why and thats because this RAPIST, HARRY as he called himself to me has done this many times before. The CID came to me and gave me ten sheets of print out from this website, but wouldnt let me read it (WHAT A JOKE!!), and then they went on to call me a LIAR, by then with the other problems i have going on mentally and pyhsically in my life i was RAGING, my blood boiled as they then went to say they have arrested him but he cannot be taken to court through lack of DNA - so thats another sucessful RAPE done by MR HARRY by wearing a condom!!! Not by me not reporting it quick enough at all. I openly said to them that the day before i had admitted to my mum, bf and 2 consultants that someday i am going to put a bullet in my brain if i dont get the help i need and i am entitled to. So in front of the CID not giving a rats A*** what they think, that one day i am going to KILL THE RAPIST, and then kill myself. Thats a proper genuine promise not attention seeking. I ran out in sheer hysterics and disappointment to my friends that when i returned with my bf there was 2 police cars on my close, and one officer in my room going through all my things!! I kicked up a massive fuss and verbally abused all 6 police inc the 2 from CID that they threatened to arrest me!!! The sheer cheek, the can arrest and put me inside but they wont take this RAPIST off the streets despite doing this to hundreds, yes hundreds of girls and committing ?20,000 of benefit fraud, to which he also got away with.
I really hope you listen to what i have written on here, it has taken nearly 3 hrs to write, but im hoping some of you will avoid this guy in the future. IF THIS HAS HAPPENED TO ANY OF YOU, EVEN ONE OF YOU, I BEG YOU WITH ALL OF MY BROKEN HEART TO COME FORWARD TO THE CID AT CLAY CROSS. I dont have alot of fight in me, but if there is someone else out there then we can NAIL THIS B******* TOGETHER!!!!!!
Charli x
