Sooo....

Inadvertantly i have picked up a slave! He was an old old client of mine who i saw once, in a vanilla sense. It was an awful booking. He couldnt get it up, i felt like a fat failure and offered him half his money back! (this was the very early days, even though some of you may say after a year im still a newbie...im more with it these days)

He gets his kicks from driving me to and from my day job (still use a security buddy as usual though), and also from me demanding things such as stockings, knickers, food from takeaways, money, shopping lists...

He enjoys me making him feel belittled, which took some getting used to.

What i dont like though is that he likes me to demand money from him, on a whim and whenever i like it. We agreed i'd never demand more than an hourly rate before he gets a domme session. I'm meant to make it feel like i'm doing this off my own back (when in reality he has paid for it, just in advance).

Now the domme sessions are something else. He makes me parade about in the lingerie hes bought me, and hes not allowed to touch me...but then he likes a bit of cock and ball torture with cigarettes, tying him up, nipple clamps and the rest! I actually really enjoyed spanking him but then went home and felt bad!


Now i just want your thoughts ladies? It's a bit (VERY) different to being an escort in the way that what is expected from him is set out over a week in advance, i just have to mix it up and not allow him to expect whats coming in some ways!

Any thoughts? Am i doing it right/wrong?

Sooo....

Inadvertantly i have picked up a slave! He was an old old client of mine who i saw once, in a vanilla sense. It was an awful booking. He couldnt get it up, i felt like a fat failure and offered him half his money back! (this was the very early days, even though some of you may say after a year im still a newbie...im more with it these days)

He gets his kicks from driving me to and from my day job (still use a security buddy as usual though), and also from me demanding things such as stockings, knickers, food from takeaways, money, shopping lists...

He enjoys me making him feel belittled, which took some getting used to.

What i dont like though is that he likes me to demand money from him, on a whim and whenever i like it. We agreed i'd never demand more than an hourly rate before he gets a domme session. I'm meant to make it feel like i'm doing this off my own back (when in reality he has paid for it, just in advance).

Now the domme sessions are something else. He makes me parade about in the lingerie hes bought me, and hes not allowed to touch me...but then he likes a bit of cock and ball torture with cigarettes, tying him up, nipple clamps and the rest! I actually really enjoyed spanking him but then went home and felt bad!


Now i just want your thoughts ladies? It's a bit (VERY) different to being an escort in the way that what is expected from him is set out over a week in advance, i just have to mix it up and not allow him to expect whats coming in some ways!

Any thoughts? Am i doing it right/wrong?

Did he request CBT with cigarettes?  Other than that you are doing fine but if you feel uncomfortable doing it then you need to rethink the situation also make sure he is able financially to be doing this or you might be starving an OAP.