Yeah, all I seem to hear is punters moaning about the fake moans! I don't think the fact I don't fake orgasms means they're not getting their monies worth. They're having an 18 year old coming round to their house, doing all she can that she is comfortable with to make them happy. Is my fake orgasm really going to make that much of a difference? They must have small egos if the lack of an orgasm is really going to break them, again - I'm not too interested in pandering to the delusional that think I'm really there to get off, unless I do get off. I don't think it's something they should expect or necessarily deserve, for those girls that do fake it convincingly, it's a nice extra but I didn't come into this thinking it was a must-do until that feedback. It's really not my thing at all, I can feign pleasure but not an orgasm and I am already a ridiculously quiet person, it's one of the many reasons I can't do "regular" service jobs. If they want the "girlfriend experience", they can get the bit where I don't cum as well as that happens all too regularly with actual couples.
However, note that I did actually orgasm and that he knew, so the problem evidently isn't if I can or can't have a real or fake orgasm, it's the fact that I don't moan a lot during.
My point is that just the thought of fake-moaning is something I'm really not comfortable with, I simply don't express myself that way unless I'm with a partner. Like some of you don't feel comfortable having real orgasms on the job, I don't feel comfortable making noise. Feeling like I have to do this is just going to add yet another level of stress to a job I don't exactly love already. To be honest, I think it's getting to the point where it's expecting a bit much out of me, and with this guy in particular he got an extra ten minutes *on top of* another hour as he drove me there and back from the train station, so he was definitely getting his money's worth!