Eh, the title of this thread isn't really what I mean as I actually have orgasmed in bookings multiple times (including with the client I'm talking about). Basically, I got some positive AW feedback from today's booking, but he mentioned in it that there's no "audible" feedback from me. Basically that I'm extremely quiet. It's true, I'm very anxious and can rarely even "let myself go" entirely when I'm with partners in my personal life, nevermind at work when I have to be on guard. Nevertheless, I am able to orgasm if the technique is right and when I do it's obvious. I just don't go in for all the moaning, I make some noises here and there and my breathing changes but that's about it.
I'm worried because he obviously felt it was a big enough deal to include it in the feedback, and I do remember one other occasion when a client seemed rather annoyed that I wasn't screaming with pleasure. I am rather introverted and demure, I believe this comes off as obvious on my profile and if not at least on the phone, so it's not as if I market myself as a porn-star like screamer.
I am really not into the idea of acting it out either, honestly that's just going to make things more awkward than it already was.
Anyway, am I the only one? Does anybody else not really make that much noise? Is this a complete dealbreaker? Will other clients now be put off?