Well done girl!!! 

I am so proud of you!!!  Welcome to the club!

This is the first of many..........  It's all uphill now and will get easier but then again, like so many of us, you too, have what it takes to do this!

Love
Alex xxx

Ok well, I don't want to get too into it as this is a public forum and I don't really want people put off seeing me as they think I come right onto a forum and blab about everything.
You don't know who reads what and where I always think... So no intimate details will I impart.
For myself then, how it went for me:
I was feeling sick with nerves yesterday afternoon and could not eat a thing in case I really was actually sick. But all that was for nothing.
Sure, he was lovely, there was never anything nasty going on and although he was quiet I think that was his nerves. My own nerves did little to help matters at the start but there has to come a point with this where you get over it and on with it otherwise you would never do it again.
I think I was incredibly lucky to have a tame one for a start. I realise not everybody is going to be this way but for a virgin escort, this was ideal.
He has asked if he may visit again. Yes, he may. But I am not pushing it, I never asked, when then?
I think that is a bit pushy and you know, 150.00 does not grow on trees unless your lucky enough to have an orchid! So I hope he does return as and when he can and sees fit.
I don't think he was being polite in asking that either, I think he genuinely wants to come back as he no longer has to drive to Cardiff to get what he requires.
He even will kill spiders for me! That is fan-bloody-tastic as I have a huge, fat, disgusting dead one stuck on my wall after I went at it with the biggest book I own the other night while trying to not cry and have a panic attack!
I sent the text 5 mins after he left to say It was a lovely hour and all that. Not too over the top, just a few words.

I believe now there is nothing worse than a new client coming by as the last thought I had before unlocking the front door was, 'I hope this is not a nutter with a knife.' Great thought to have at that point!
I guess that is just my inexperience though and in time, I will get more confident and perhaps always keep a level of trepidation but handle it better than I did last night when I was shaking like a leaf.

I have had an enquiry about this afternoon, but to get it at 7am for 12pm on the day is a bit short notice and this one requires more thought as I have role play mentioned and I need more than a couple of hours to get thinking about how to handle it. Again, if I was more experienced I would probably not have to think so much and could just book it, but I really would like more than a few hours notice if that is not being unreasonable, especially as I have never seen the guy before.
The role play does not sound too bad, it's no uniforms or anything like that, it really will be a totally made up situation and it sounds perfectly okay with me. I am trying to work out if I can be a good enough actress though. I don't want to put him off totally as I have had email contact with him and he seems perfectly fine in comparison to some of the mails I have had so far.

Can I ask please. When these guys mail you and ask you to call them, should we call them? He has come from AW not my site directly if that makes a difference.
Or should I not call him and mail him instead informing him I can't do today as it's pretty short notice but perhaps we can chat about next week now I know exactly what he requires, what day he is free on and I have no real problem at all with it at all.
I am not sure about the sequence of getting in touch with those that get in touch via AW and I do not have my number up on there, so it's a tricky one.
The thing is, I could call everybody back that asks me to and end up with a phone bill and no income.

So that's about it. I have put the cash away after some petrol and my son's trip money for school. I am not touching it as things are slower to get off the ground than I imagined they would be. I am not spending a penny more and will not from other bookings until things settle and I am doing better. That fat guy called Santa is due pretty soon so I need to be able to cover that jokers tracks - that's a great con he's got going on there, he takes all the darn credit for all those gifts.
I am off to think role play and how to fill up an hour with it and remain straight faced!
Jo
x

Hi Brandy,
Ha! Yes, Diary of a call girl...
I am a little bit too jaded to believe life is all smiles and fancy knickers!
I actually have never watched that series, I know about it yes, I see the trailers for it but as for watching it, I have not.
My reading material for this was an escorts guide by Kay Good and things along those lines.
I rather my Tv entertainment state side and edge of the seat, like The Unit and 24 and so on, if I have time to watch Tv, that is what I am watching or a comedy, I rarely bother with British Tv.
I am aware that some women go into this with a false interpretation of what is actually involved and all the feelings it actually stirs up in you. I don't think emotionally I would have been able to do this 10 years ago but, ha, well, I grew up a bit, I know it's boring, but I went and got a more realistic view on life a few years back and along with that came a sense of ethics and good morals and all that grown up stuff I had tried so hard to avoid - it all got me in the end though, darn it! I am even known to talk out a difference of opinion now rather than just walk up to the culprit and bop them one on the nose! My mother is very proud of me!
I seem able to have different compartments in my brain for life. This is in the work compartment, should I go and meet a guy I like one day while out with friends (you never know, stranger things have happened!) He will go nicely into the I like him compartment.
I found nothing about the experience last night demeaning or indeed at the opposite end, glamorised. It was what it was and it was somehow more honest than a lot of other things in life.

I feel that exact worry about calling a guy. You just don't know if his wife/girlfriend/boss has just walked into the room. I am hesitant to make a call myself for those reasons.

Thanks for your concern, it's a comfort to know in this industry where we are all tarts and will no doubt burn in hell for our sins (yeah, I got that line when I asked friends about their opinions on this for an article I was supposedly writing!) there are a lot of very nice women who will band together and help each other out. We do not all wish to claw the eyes out of each other's faces and that has come as a very welcome and great help to me.
Jo

Well done to both - I just close my eyes when they want to do something and think of someone thats really fit haha lol!

Molly if you need help with your website email me desirable_isabella@hotmail.co.uk

Simple stuff like links etc confused me at first but you eventually get the hang of it I wouldn't even try html if you have never heard of it its really hard I tried it lol.

Thankyou for your kind wishes.
I just have to work out how to get some more business.
How many hours work is usual?? (if thats not a how longs a piece of string question lol)

Mollxxx