last year was the same...
so this year with cam was better than total disaster! i need to change my birth date lol!
ahaha
more i got sick and i can not work! i got a booking for tomorrow...and on cam this weekend was good!
anyway i am switching my life in this moment! ...i ll update you soon!
i had good news family side and i am not feeling so alone as before!
still bad my sleep, tried everything except to get drunk LOL soooo weird! get confused! but my anxiety is much much much lower as i keep my self very busy! the best solution ever! in this moment really i would like a big hugs and a lot lot of love! missing it!
go to the gym, keep away all frustration with a workout! better than get drunk or something else! life still beautiful..by night! ahaha
life is a journey .... sometimes very hard...grateful anyway