i am smiling despite i m having so slow time that make me so sad, more than other things
like my gp give me a pills for sleep that give you bad mood, noticed it and i stopped to take it
for it i declined an outcall and an incall! honestly i do not know if was the pill or my gut! try not overthink but after a google research i had a confirmation that pill affect your mood a lot.
then discuss with my family ... very bad! i should not say..but sometimes family are the worst....
now i am out the pill and i feel ok! but nothing about booking

i went to have a sport massage, therapeutic ..because i was worried about something
i didn t spend a fortune, was cheap and a deal so now i am not worried and feel so well! ...

so in summary last week i had only 30mins booking, not my ideal client but was ok the booking!
just cried yesterday, sorry for it! i am not ashamed to say!

i feel lonely more when it is slow like that and not desired...
more i do not feel loved even from my family!

hopefully try to be strong and i am listening a lot of podcast
but honestly i am just shocked that a pill can give depression! why they supply that?
still tuesday so still all week of hope!
this time i really need of a nice booking!

ps:really sorry for this sad post, but i need to share somewhere, hoping in understanding!
me too i hope England will win! not just for the business side but will be nice good vibes around the city, party and celebration!

 

Poor you MySecret well families aren't always the best.  Hope you cheer up soon.

thank you! x

Had 2 bookings yesterday. A 2 hour one and half an hour. The 2 hour just wanted to mostly chat and he was a super nice guy.

I made over my weekly target in just one day 

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I hope you feel more positive soon my secret

I did a day room yesterday and was very happy did 3 x 60 mins and a 30 min and still slept in my own bed

Thank you! xx listening podcast and try to meditate! there is always something positive in everything! ahah need to find out what?
joking! at least i achieved my weight goal! so i am not a complete disaster! 

Had a good day yesterday. Three lovely clients although the weather was very hot and I am yet to buy a fan.
Had a guy enquiring since Sunday with lots of positive AW feedback wanting a two hour booking later today. I was delighted as it meant I could take things a bit easier today and I’ve got other personal stuff going on and wanted a relaxing day.
He’s just cancelled!!!!!!!
Fuming really but these things happen

Phone and messages very busy today unfortunately my day room was cancelled as I managed to choose a city that was very busy with graduation ceremonies  therefore the hotels were too busy to honour the day room. I think I would have been really busy as well so I have rebooked for next week and keeping my fingers crossed for then

All of one booking today, two cancellations and a no show