Thankyou so much for all your advice!! It's awful but nice to know your not on your own sometimes.

Little update that might inspire some  you might think I'm a little crazy..

I am soooo happy!! The clouds have cleared, all my friends and family have flocked around me, iv not been in before 3am all week (bearing in mind iv been stuck to the dishwasher for years) Iv put deposit on a holiday with all my friends, all my lad mates have been round doing all my DIY and fussing, my son is over the moon, the list is endless.

I'm going back to work on Tuesday with a hop, skip and a jump!

I might be a little tipsy right now but I'm genuinely high on life. Ignoring begging phone calls helps a lot, il probably crumble when they stop but who cares I have everything I could ever wish for without all the hassle of a man.

To the ladies on this thread that are struggling at the moment too, I hope your all feeling great very soon! Always remember there's nothing in life that can't be sorted out with time. And again, some top advice here thankyou!!

Xx