Thanks for backing me up!!!
I know from experience I'm right and we are like no other industry despite the cries of "I'll be a regular", or "What about the credit crunch" even "I can get a girl for less than that" not in my area and if you wish to visit the parlour down the way you can (and it will cost them time plus petrol not to mention any extras!), this is closely followed by "are you discrete". Excuse me you want a ?50 "job", it to be all inclusive and no-one to know what's going on at said premises, along with 2 costume changes. But you don't want to visit a parlour?
F ME!!!!!! No really don't.
Oh by the way you may wish to show your number if you want an appointment (yes I do talk to them but only to have a power-trip since they aren't getting anything anyway, a lot I do reject when I'm really "busy").
Isn't our job fun!
Yeah, I love that. That's the new war cry, "there's a recession on y'know". Like it doesn't affect escorts as well.
I had somebody call me a few weeks ago, asking me if there was a discount on my overnight. I said, no, should there be? He mentioned the above line and I mentioned that I still had my own bills to pay. Imagine spending the night with somebody you don't know from adam, who thinks it's okay to ask for a discount, citing the recession as the reason. In a situation like that yes, I don't doubt that it would've been good to have the money in your hands afterwards but it would feel like you've given up a part of yourself. And doing that over a certain period of time can leave you less of a person than before you started.
I dont know though...I find it hard to separate myself from work. If my body is there at a booking, my mind and all...and all I can think of is the next calller, how do I separate it? Its all around me. I have very few diversions to take my mind off it. I like who I am, but when things go wrong my whole self feels rejected, degraded...This whole weekend has been a trying time for me, to learn lessons and stay serious about business. I let my guard down, I get too trusty with regular clients and then I get treated badly for no reason. I love what I do and equally I am too nice, or too trusty and get taken advantage off. And then Im revengeful as fuck and wont let no one cross me. At this rate I hope I dont end up in jail for fucking a client up for either short changing me, wasting my time or doing something stupid.
I understand what you're saying, but you do need to try harder to seperate your personal persona from your work persona. When you're at work, always think of yourself as Joey (or whatever working name you use). It's easy for me to say I guess, because it's easy for me to do. Maybe it's being nearly twice your age and I can handle it better than you, I don't know.
I'm pretty pragmatic about this job. I see it as nothing other than a wage to feed my family. I don't listen to anybody when they tell me they're going to become my regular, I don't listen to them when they say they're going to take me to their favourite villa (I even upset one regular recently because I didn't jump up and down for joy when he promised to take me away, I apologised and said that I'd heard it all before, it was nothing personal). I also don't see anybody that takes hard drugs (something you seem to attract in your business), therefore making them prone to erratic behaviour. I know it's something I wouldn't have the patience for. This job is hard enough as it is.
This sounds harsh, but don't trust clients. Don't trust anything they say or do. Get your fee upfront before anything commences. If you think you're going to be messed about then leave. Don't eff and blind at them, go and kick an inanimate object. And don't feel you always have to come away with something. There are some days you'll just need to chalk up to experience. Count them as a loss, learn from your mistakes and move on. Immediately make a note of your wayward customer so you never have to answer his call again, and you can derive a little satisfaction from hanging up on him when he tries to call again in the future. Because a lot of them will do.
I have my down days like everybody else, I just don't get them that often. I had a particularly bad day a couple of weeks ago with two cancellations, a no show and an idiot who did make a booking but then commenced bombarding me with texts asking me what am I going to do to him. He's somewhat of a regular and a bit subby so I put him in his place. I even took an extra fiver from him for all the stupid texts he had me answer. And unfortunately for him (or fortunately), he was the culmination of a bad day so I took it out on him. It was Domination he wanted, it was Domination he got.
So don't think I don't sympathise with you Joey. I do, but you really do need to toughen up.