Hi guys !

Some of you may remember my intial post from the buddy forum, I intend to get in touch with Penny's buddy escort system once I'm back up in London, and I'm also contemplating offering incalls from hotels as it would ideal (and make me feel more secure) .

My main question, cuz I haven't seen any threads about it anywhere, is offering various 'alt' fantasies, such as rape, incest, etc. These sorts of things turn me the fuck on, and thats what I'm  hoping I'm going to get out of escorting, but also be paid for it! Now I'm well aware I'm not going to get some hunky latino come along and 'force' me, I want more average clients who want that kind of fantasy.

....Am I completely out of my mind for catering to this kind of clientile? There's got to be men out there who want this kind of stuff, and I want to roleplay it. Of course I'm aware this blurs the line between actual rape and assult, and I'm more likely to attract psychos, but I don't feel I'm completely out of my mind...

As well as this, although I'm aware it is illegal in the UK, beastiality (probs just dogs) is another thing I'd love to experiment with, would I be crazy for discreetly offering this kind of service, in a kind of 'lets have a pre meet so I can meet your dog and check he's cool' thing?


In short - am I crazy full stop girls for wanting to offer these kind of services?! :\

....Am I completely out of my mind for catering to this kind of clientile? There's got to be men out there who want this kind of stuff, and I want to roleplay it. Of course I'm aware this blurs the line between actual rape and assult, and I'm more likely to attract psychos, but I don't feel I'm completely out of my mind...

I would say so, but none of us here are actually psychologists so I've no idea why you're asking us these questions when you've already demonstrated that you know the answers.

Do you want us all to gasp and shriek that you're naughty and bad and going to get punished? Or are you looking to argue with those of us who try our best to convince you that matters such as "safety" and "health" are actually very important?

We can't decide what you do with your body. We can advise you til we're blue in the face on how to live and work safely but I'm not sure you're really looking to hear the sensible argument.

Perhaps consider working in a parlour or somewhere where you'll have at least one other person in the building at all times. You should absolutely not be offering services like this alone.

I'm not sure we can really discuss illegal activities here, either. Hopefully the other mods will comment on that ASAP?

I'm quite gob smacked at this, you would be putting yourself in a very dangerous situation, its one thing doing this kind of role play with a boyfriend but a complete stranger!  What if the client gets out of control and you decide to go to the police, you wouldn't have a leg to stand on, the client would just say that you gave your consent.

Well actually Emily, I am 

Massive apologies - I was a bit gobsmacked by the post but now I can think again, I recall that actually we have a whole bunch of psychology/counselling/etc experts here!

Even so, it's still not your job to try to answer every cry for attention on every online forum in the world 24/7 so I hope the OP understands how unsettling it is for us all to hear about the risks she apparently intends to take. Even more so, I hope she listens to the advice given and takes it all seriously.

I have pets and they are the most precious things to me. They obviously have no language or thoughts but they feel emotion as much as we do and for some stranger to come along and start doing sexual things to it would absolutely traumtise it, maybe cause it pain and make it feel worried and stressed. They wouldn't be able to understand at all what is going on and I think it's awful that you would want to put a poor defensless creature through this.
If I'm ever washing my dog and have to clean his penis he whimpers and doesn't like it. And the same with my cat, if I've ever gave his bum a quick wash after he's been in his tray he flips out and attacks me.
They clearly don't like to be touched in these places.

I'm sorry, I'm normally a very unjudgemental person and I accept people no matter what their beliefs, fantasies etc are but I think this is so incredibly wrong that if I knew you personally i would be reporting you to the police right this second.

Please read the warning posts and find the one that i posted a few months ago about a nutter attacking me. What would you do if you were acting out a rape scenario and someone like this man was there alone with you? They could have a knife or anything!!!!

Acting out a scenario like that could be ok if you do it with a trusted regular and you have someone else in your flat or sitting outside for you.

I've been doing this for years now and I still wouldn't trust a client enough to act something like this out with. They will probably get over excited and push the boundaries. I personally feel that these things should be done with someone you love and trust and have been with for a while.

Maria.


I just woke up, so forgive me, but reading that I think you are looking for some titillation from us, which makes me think you are either not an escort or a male.


Meet the dog first? Go and see a bloody shrink.

I agree, well said. 

Maria,

If you are an escort, or escort to be, please don't go hide, it is much better to be here asking than out there practising. Have you heard of a porn star named Linda Lovelace? She did a lot of the things you describe on film. She died a few years ago, but I remember reading an article with her and she stated quite clearly that she was still  severely traumatised by what she had done.

You seem quite young. It would be a positive disaster for you to start experimenting with things that could seriously harm you both mentally and physically.

If 'she' is genuine Kimba, and a newbie, she may not have a website yet. I am also doubtful, but advice forums have to be about advice first I guess.