So it seems since Covid hit, my best regular has gone off the rails. He used to book overnights every month at £2k per night, brought flowers, perfume, champagne and we always had a good time.
He went quiet then I reached out to him to just check since I know he worked he really long hours and kept his job when the virus hit. He replied to me and was normal at first saying he missed me and bought me some lingerie but soon after, he sent a barrage of messages talking about Judaism, 20 texts messages in 30min, really long. He seems to have become a religious extremist. I didn't reply to any of it.
He then sent me a link to a YouTube channel he created and on it he has uploaded close to 30videos that are hours long. In these videos he is ranting and cursing about religion and how everyone else will go to hell, whilst standing close to traffic wearing a weird cultish gown. He has tattoos on his arms (he is polynesian) and we used to smoke weed together and in the videos he denounces tattoos and drugs saying he wants to cut his arms off as he has touched bad things and drugs, also because he has tattoos. I really don't recognise him anymore even though his physical appearance hasn't changed.
He mentioned in these vids that he was diagnosed with psychotic depression and has stopped taking his meds because they are evil. He had never mentioned his mental illness to me prior. I have seen clients with depression or anxiety but the psychosis feature of this guy's illness is something that is not to be taken so lightly. Considering the way he was denouncing drugs and tattoos, why would he think so highly of me to want to see me again and have a normal booking given I am a prostitute and not an angel?
Would you see this guy again? He wants to come back in July
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