When I first started escorting I used to come all the the time... now I have a very hard time, even with regulars who know my body. I'm not sure if it's because I feel guilty now that I'm seeing someone, as part of me wants to save something for him, or if I was just seeing too many clients and too busted up down there to come the last month or so. I was still able to enjoy intercourse somewhat but when I had a client who was all about pleasing me, oh I just wanted to grown. Especially as I was so sore it hurt me sometimes.
If they're horrible, I just think about things-- what I'm gonna spend my money on, what trip I'm going to get to take, my next tour, what errands I need to run... this job is not about me it's about them, and I don't know if they're all bad in bed or just don't give a fuck as I'm a prossie. But I've got my moans down pretty well... I just think of how I am in normal life, I don't make super exaggerated sounds so I don't do it with my clients. Faking orgasms... that is the hard one... I know how I sound in normal life, but it's hard to fake that, it feels embarrassing!