I have not been doing this as long as some of the girls but still can,t believe i am doing it at all. I was once a very sensitive, cared what people thought to the opposite. I don,t think too much and at first i felt guilty about the money, taking over 200 hundred from someone to enjoy my company nearly brought me to tears after that, however since i don,t think about it and just think when the next booking will be as i only do part time. Try to be yourself and not try too hard this can become obvious sometimes, it was your first the rest will be easy...