Hello all

Another question from me. I'm still in two minds about escorting having read various posts and its made me feel paranoid.  I have a AW profile am pretty much a webchat girl on there so get a fair few guys who come in my room say nothing and leave (even if i still get paid a few pence!) 0 feedback only signed up within the last few minutes profiles.

I was on cam for a guy on there a few years ago who really scared me to death almost. The days after the cam show he emailed telling me he would find me and kill me. Never understood what I did to him other than my skin color perhaps. The feedback he left me was awful since i put on a wonderful show for him I always remember going back a rereading what he said on cam and gave no indication that he disliked me. He was Asian.

With cam i can switch off and leave it behind with no fear that someone would rob me, tell hotel staff that im some WG or worst still rape me.

The point i'm trying to make is I don't feel safe saying im an escort on that site with me showing my face. My face isnt showing on the escort site i made sure to do that.

I understand that being an escort isnt for everyone but i at least wanted to give it a go before i leave the sex world behind.

i would say definitely to escort.
If you feel feel repulsion servicing men, then its acceptable and you might consider to leave the sex world behind.
However if its because of the few trying to harass you, then if i was you I would continue doing what i have always been doing.
Thinking and talking to kill someone its very easy, but not a simple task to carry out.
That chap obviously was having a bad day, and probably living a lonely life, so he used you to express his anger, because you were the most recent soul he met.

Also in my personal opinion when something happens to you, make it in the "third person".
Supposing that your name is flame, then when you have a bad customer, you should say to yourself, "Look at that ! they made Flame upset today" am going to talk to her now, and reassure her all is good all is fine.
You achieve a kind of detachment in this way.

I receive threats every week, and if some weeks are perfectly fine, i start thinking that something is wrong. The verbal abuse and text/sms, are mostly complaints about myself not willing to lower my rates, and guess who thay are? But thats happening to jenny, and the real me reports their number and details to the Ugly Mug Scheme. They are wonderful and so so helpful.

Also Here in Uk it is quite difficult to seriously make an attempt to someone's life, going to shopping in central london we get photographed at least 300 times in one day.
Landmark, landmark, if you meet anyone make them stand by the tube station, pub, chicken shop,,,,
Its all normall keep it up

Thank you all for your replies you have given me much to think about. Just Ive been a camgirl for years now and have had the guys on there wanting to do it in real time. I am more than willing to do so since its time for me to leave the whole  and i want to leave on a high.

Jenny your post was lovely made we look at it in a different way. I shall *tell* flame about it.

Being on this forum does give me some piece of mind that I am not the only one should any punter try to pull a fast one.  What can i say i am a born worrier.

*Also I was saw BBC breakfast today about *ugly mugs* this put my mind at rest on a few things*