I dont have many TW's like I did when I first started. you get the odd wanker phoning up and odd client who wants to push boundaries but I think everyone gets that at times.
I am so worried of being caught out and whether I was to break up with my boyfriend or not, what I am doing is harsh.
I feel slightly distant from my family and friends.
I know my Dad had a thing for escorts in the past, if he still does or not I dont know. But I am very close to him now and I would hate for him to find out as well as other members of my family. And what if he wanted to book me one day not realising it is me? How mortifying would that be!!!
I know my family would still love me and care, but I dont want to bring shame to them. Although I dont think I am doing wrong in this job, I know how it works and they dont and its hard for people to accept escorting the way it is.
I feel I have caused enough trouble (not intentionally) but alot of worry, so for them to find out what I'm doing would cause alot of stress for not only me, which it is doing already but everyone around me. x