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Emma_GFE

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Re: decided to give up
« Reply #15 on: 27 June 2012, 02:11:01 pm »
I dont have many TW's like I did when I first started. you get the odd wanker phoning up and odd client who wants to push boundaries but I think everyone gets that at times.


I am so worried of being caught out and whether I was to break up with my boyfriend or not, what I am doing is harsh.
I feel slightly distant from my family and friends.
I know my Dad had a thing for escorts in the past, if he still does or not I dont know. But I am very close to him now and I would hate for him to find out as well as other members of my family. And what if he wanted to book me one day not realising it is me? How mortifying would that be!!!
I know my family would still love me and care, but I dont want to bring shame to them. Although I dont think I am doing wrong in this job, I know how it works and they dont and its hard for people to accept escorting the way it is.

I feel I have caused enough trouble (not intentionally) but alot of worry, so for them to find out what I'm doing would cause alot of stress for not only me, which it is doing already but everyone around me. x

casey_kisses

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Re: decided to give up
« Reply #16 on: 27 June 2012, 08:24:47 pm »
Good luck Emma  :)
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amy

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Re: decided to give up
« Reply #17 on: 27 June 2012, 08:28:39 pm »
Well one of the best things about the job is that you can always come back if you want to - there's no cut off. If it's not for you and is causing you grief at the moment, drop it and don't feel bad for a second. You can pop in here when you want if you miss things. Best of luck from me too :).

EvaBeeva

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Re: decided to give up
« Reply #18 on: 28 June 2012, 12:15:54 pm »
I'm giving up too. 

Recently three things happened that decided me:  I had to give up my flat, I then had to have a mild procedure which meant no penetration for 6 weeks, and I got a job.  After time off I just don't feel excited about working any more.  There is the constant instability, watching my weight, dealing with difficult men* and trying to ensure I actually have an incall place to work from.  I just can't be bothered.

I'll probably still see my regulars for a few more months until I find my feet in the new job, but I can't see myself continuing beyond that.




*one guy texted me recently from Paris asking me to rush out and meet him.  Another's response to being told I wasn't available a particular day as I'd be at a wedding, was to assume that I was going to pull out of the wedding just for him!
« Last Edit: 28 June 2012, 12:36:31 pm by EvaBeeva »
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