I am in a very difficult situation and I don't know what to do...
Two months ago I had extreme pain in the anus area, I couldn't sit, lay down in bed, walk so I thought maybe I had piles. I went to the chemist and bought all the medicines but 3 days later and with no signs of improvement, I suddenly couldn't breathe! I was all alone in my flat - I live alone - and I could not even call a taxi, because I could not sit on the back, so I made my way on foot to the hospital, holding every wall/ parked car to support myself, as I could hardly move. I was in agony. At the hospital, in the emergency room,I was in tears when they told me to sit and wait ''I can't sit, I can't breathe! please check me quick'' and I collapsed on the floor. They picked me up and carry me to a room where the doctor could not examine me as he could not touch or feel the area - now I was in hysterics screaming and crying from the pain - they send me straight to the surgery for op. Thank God for the injection, I was fast asleep. I woke up to see the doctor beside me telling me they examined me and found a serious infection and a huge abscess inside the colon possibly from an in growth hair! They cut me through my anus and dug deep inside to drain it. They said I 'll stay at the hospital till the wound heals. I thought ok, soon I'll be on my feet. Wrong. 15 min later the pain came back, I am screaming so loud, the nurses gave me so many pill painkillers - the strongest they had. Nothing. They decided to prescribe me a course of morphine. I was relaxed in seconds, but half an hour later the pain came again. More morphine. The doctors decided they will wait one day to see if I'll get better. I didn't. Back to the surgery to open me up and go in deeper. More morphine. The pain still there. Two days later, one more surgery. Now I was wearing big nappies and yellow pass was filling them , every half hour I had to change. I was wearing catheter as I could not squeeze to pee or do my toilet. I went to the toilet, high as a fly from the drugs, with a hand mirror to check what was happening on my behind: now my ass hole was four times the size, it was scary, you could fit a coca cola bottle with no resistance! ok, bad example, but you have to imagine what I've seen.. So after 3 surgeries in 6 days time, and 10 days in morphine, I started getting better. they kept me another ten days in until the wound start closing and until I can do my toilet. I left the hospital 2 sizes smaller (that was the best) and exhausted. There was no way I could work for another month as I was starting to walk again, sitting but I could not open my legs and spread the chicks - the skin was very fragile, and I had to wear the damn nappies for another 2 weeks as I had discharge. So I missed one month from work and my bills and rent had to be paid. The agencies had dropped me as I disappeared for a month, and a couple of regulars I had they were nowhere to be seen...
My situation now is that I am officially broke, maxed my credit card (500 limit) and my overdrawn (500) living another 3 weeks after coming out of the hospital. I am physically ready to start work, but to sent my photos to the agencies and until they put me on their websites it'll take 3 weeks. I don't have time for that. My food (tuna, pasta, beans) is going to end this week. I do not have any more money, and nobody to ask for a loan! I am afraid to street walk, I've never done it before...I am a very good looking girl of 300 p/h which had the bad luck to get sick, and now i am stuck in a situation and don't know what to do. At least if I had 300 pounds I'll create asap an independent escort's website (150) and put it on London escort guide (150) so at least I can wait for a call and get a 1st job...
I am writing to ask you girls if you know any parlor/ agency/ club/whatever to get a job asap until I make the money. I don't care if I have to drop prices, I have no choice - but I don't want to go in the street. I can not afford even a bus ride - and my phone credit is gonna go soon, as for my electricity too - it is a meter one. Maybe a girl could send me a client? and can keep a cut of the fee? of maybe a girl can suggest to go in a parlor for a few days? I am in despair...please help!
I am writing to ask advice if you know