On Monday I had a regular client and he pinned me down and forced himself inside of me without protection. He wasn't all the way in & he didn't come but I was shaking and crying & he wouldn't stop. It was utterly terrifying. I don't even know what to tell the woman who runs the agency because he gave me a bad feeling the first time I saw him & told them I never wanted to see him again but they accidentally sent him anyway. But told him I didn't want to see him so it made things even worse.

I'm an absolute fucking wreck. I don't have any money because I have been off with the flu before hand for a couple of weeks.
I don't actually know what I am going to do. I can't face going back to work at the moment.
 He's depressed and ill at the moment which is why he broke it off, but now I really feel like this whole thing is going to break me.
 Any advice would be really great but please no 'harsh truths' because I'm a wreck as it is.
Xxx

Shit hun, you need to tell that agency! That's basically rape.. I don't really know what advice to give you regarding the boyfriend,
I know you need him now more than ever, but it sounds like he's in no fit state to give you that support at the moment..
You need to report this guy, asap!!, not just for what he did to you, but in case he does it to other girls as well..!
Is there anywhere you can go to get away from it all for a bit, like a family-member (your mum??) or a good friend, so at least
you won't be alone and you'll get fed etc..?
I feel for you, this guy definitely needs reported!

Unless I am misreading the original post, she told the agency before this happened that she didn't want to see him again, but they "accidentally" did. Combined with - again, if I am reading it correctly - telling him.*

As well as him, it is the agency that needs reporting, but support for her comes first.

* _{It is possible that it was her who told him that she didn't want to see him again, but that does not make their behaviour better and makes his worse.}

Everything's happening at once and what has happened is overwhelming.  Are there any sex support groups in your area?  If so, get in touch with them asap.

If the OP is where I think she is, there's a really good one. K, I'm hoping you've found them yourself or gone to the police, but either way I'll send you a PM now .

Hi honey internet hugs for you.

If the agency value your service if nothing else then a sharp warning about leaving would do good. I think everyone gets a bit greedy from time to time & will send over / see clients they wouldn't normally. Not to be naive or anything but it IS worth having a word. As long as it is the first & only strike where the agency has messed about your saftey. It just isn't on, you pay them a portion of your earnings in exchange for good clients & safe screening.

As regards to your boyfriend. It sucks that you have anyone one else to chitchat about him & this topic. If you want there are anonymous chat hotline sort of you can sign up to (i wish i could remember the name of one i came across because it was random folk offer to be your counsellor as a sort & you just vent vent vent, can be about anything) Maybe you can twist your work story to your friends, that is what i do, appropriate to your alibi job.

I hope things pick up for you. Having no money sucks as it means you can't cheer yourself up but their are free stuff you can do. Maybe if you have sky you can rent a film you don't have to pay for them for a good month or 2 Just cosy up in bed, feel sorry for yourself, watch some tv & get back out there when you feel like it. You might want to consider installing cameras, you can get some for ?150. Or the weather is nice, maybe you can go on a walk & picnic by yourself. I go all kinds of places by myself when i feel crap as i'm an ambivert, does the job.