Bought a property for investment abroad, also a property in the UK with mortgage. A car, boobs, designer clothes, helping mum with her bills sometimes. I still feel like something is missing , I've not been in a good relationship for I don't know how long ( if I don't count regulars as partners). Would be good to know how others deal with that. I feel a bit lonely at times and just don't see the point continuing doing the job in the future