Yes I think you are overthinking things too much.Just say sorry I am fully booked up today.

Yeah, this kind of goes back to my previous post. Not sure if everybody has seen it, but I was having some issues with a client who he started pay for play, ended up being f*ck buddies without pay and it was all good but the problem was that he was so dominating. I really don't mind as I was really attracted to him, but at the end of it I was always exhausted (with some bruises which to me that was okay). I felt a bit burnt out seeing my regular clients who did pay to see me. I liked him though, and so I wanted to be honest. I know will probably be judged by this as I also made a previous post a while back about having sex with clients without a condom, but I ended up telling my f*ck buddy I had sex with a client (who I kind of know as a regular, but still) for more money. Personally, I've never seen a problem with that if it's somebody who I can trust and etc. I know I'll get a lot of backlash. Anyway, had an incident with a different client now where the condom broke. The condom breaking with this client was brief and I got no STIs, but I did I end up getting BV. I made the mistake of telling my f*ck buddy, and as that came out I guess felt it was also appropriate I also told him I had sex with a client without a condom (it seemed he made it apparent that he doesn't want STI testing on his record, for his job?). He is rightfully pissed, and even though he was tiring I'm sure I'll never hear from him again. A bit worried about reviews, but I don't think he really cares plus I also went through the rules of what can be posted on the review board where I live. Also, I need to work on better boundaries. I am planning on going to counselling for one. I guess it seems to come off to people (in every relationship I seem to have) that I have "no value". I need to fix that. But in terms of the f*ck buddy, it was exhausting, mainly because he would want to see me and he already knows so much about me, he knows I worked that day, I didn't want to "deny him of sex", but, some days when I'm off work I just don't really want to talk to anyone (and catch up and etc. on other things) so, I admire the people on here who can balance a family/boyfriend/etc. Outside of escorting.