Good evening,
 
After much anxiety and questioning of myself. I am all prepared ready for next week on a part-time basis.  This time I have got a plan compared to before. I am thinking to cut my outcall availability down from 5 evenings to 2. with two incall days a week. I don't mean to sound rude but I have been sex starved for over a year.

I truly feel like a nun.

I am already thinking about sex, it can't come soon enough. Only 7 days to go lol.

Oh my... I sound desperate.


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Hi Emma
You got your head screwed on the right way .getting back on track .
Hope it works well for you.
You don't sound desperate, many ladies have sex droughts and enjoy the liberation of new sex 

Good morning,

I am firm this time around too politely setting boundaries.

It is good to know feeling sexually frustrated was ok. I have calmed down now with it being three days away.

Thank you, Sugar.

I am close to starting escorting and my partner knew I needed to get a bit of money together for a few things important because he cannot help me.

Fast forward (Today) he is saying we are over if I do it. I remind him if he can help me out I wouldn't, I gave him the opportunity a month ago too. Now though I have set everything up in order to escort soon and I am looking forward to getting some extra money instead of living within my means out of escorting.

I reassured him it is short term. Now he is flipping out calling me a dirty prostitute with our front door open.

I have lost count the number of times he threatened we split, hours later acts like everything is fine.

What would you do in my situation?

Thanks for your time.

Get rid ... pronto  No woman needs to listen to a man laying down the law.

What an unpleasant man.

I expect that if you start working now, in 3 months time you will have forgotten about your financial stress, and also about him, and feel like it was the best decision you ever made.

Seems like you're at the point I think many of us reached, where you've spent a few weeks/months thinking about it, done all the research, and made the careful decision that working as an escort will be a good thing for you. Then as you reach the starting line, you're full of butterflies and it makes you want to bottle it, makes you question and doubt everything...

It's like ripping of a big plaster, just go for it, and most of your worries will melt away very quickly. I wish you the best of luck whatever you do.

Did you stop working as an escort to "be with him" before?
Did he know you were escorting?
If the "condition" to be with him in the relationship was to quit escorting, these men wouldn't suddenly change their mind.  It's either him or escorting i.e. money by the sound of it.

Lots of women stay in unhappy relationships to maintain the status quo, understandably. . .
Were you together for how long?  It's either him or money and you would have to choose. . .

Good evening,

I was on the verge of giving escorting up before I met him. I was burned out badly. We met in the summer of 2017. He is tolerating me escorting for two weeks if I can put it that way.

I started on Monday until today it was okay. The main thing is for extra money for a few weeks before carrying on with my studies. The first two days were good but today, was full of fewer desirables, the ones who are blatant obviously wasting time. It was like a flashback from my past. I definitely didn't come back because I missed the clients. It has made me rethink whether I can last another week.

Maybe it has impacted because of over a year I was out of practice.  I do think you all are good handling everything escorting carries.

I must be overthinking all this.

Thank you for being supportive.