I started escorting back in September. At first, it was exciting, I've never had this kind of money before, and it couldn't have been introduced to me at a better time. I'd jacked in my job to start teaching yoga full time and was scraping together just enough money to pay the bills with little to none left over for anything else. I say bills but Id actually moved in with a family member so I was paying them to stay here.

I had to start lying about why I now have enough money to live and do normal things (I never flash the cash). Yoga is a good cover. I was doing private 1:1 yoga classes at peoples houses before this anyway. I do a lot of touring in London and have quite a few regulars there but I feel so lonely some times when I stay there for a few days. Even when I'm home. Maybe because I feel like I cant tell people about this side of my life.
I used to strip now and again when I was in Australia so I experienced it a little then but it was different as I had my girls and we were always there for each other and some of them became my best friends.

Does anyone else experience anything like this?

Absolutely. I’m finding it a bit of a challenge especially on days I feel like things aren’t going well and I need someone to rant to!

It used to be very isolating for me but luckily I have found a local fellow escort for regular offload chinwags and support.

However this did not really get going until a year ago after 6 crippling years of no local fellow escort for the moral support.

I’m literally sat in my hotel room now thinking how I’d love to have someone nearby to pop and see or call up.
Sometimes when I see other WG’s on AW announce they’re in a hotel that could be the same as mine, I almost wanna message them to ask and be like “hey! Give me a shout in between clients, I’ll come knocking for a coffee and chat!”

I am very low maintenance, genuinely caring & don’t want any drama, I just wanna earn my money and that’s that, but I learnt a few times over that not all other ladies can be trusted to be your friend in this line of work either.

miss being able to talk honestly about my life with the friends I do have.

This is the hardest aspect for me -the lack of transparency with family. I can't share with them anecdotes about work, and they can't relate to my experiences.
Other than that, I don't feel lonely as I chat a lot with clients during bookings and also on webcam.
I only have one male friend who knows what I do. But he doesn't understand the female perspective of escorting, he just thinks it's amusing.

I am very low maintenance, genuinely caring & don’t want any drama, I just wanna earn my money and that’s that, but I learnt a few times over that not all other ladies can be trusted to be your friend in this line of work either.

Unfortunately,  you are correct. I have a small network of ladies I can chat with but they are colleagues. We help each other with letting off steam, touring issues and the like. I've met a couple of them on the circuit.

As for good friends, I've been stung before, more than once. I have one lady I am very friendly with and we chat most days.

I too, just want to go out to work, earn money and come back to my little country retreat.

I did and became limited part-time, escorting on it's own wasn't satisfying me.  I set myself a new rule to observe if escorting consumes me to get busier in my personal life. 

I would advise you to do what it takes to bring yourself joy.

It looks like no way out, but it can and does happen after you make the change. I spent a year in therapy back then.

Yes it gets lonely. Me and my GF were eating brekkie on tour in a foreign country and another SW sat 2 tables away. We recognised her from her profile. Each day we sat breakfast and dinner politely ignoring. We daren't say hi, for fear of intruding!