Hi,
I offer incalls. It's not so bad. The perk is your in your home and once the guy leaves you can bath and tidy and straighten things out and all the time in your dressing gown! You don't even have to fix your hair up in a hurry so you can leave and look tidy while going home! Ha. yeah, I have issues with my hair as you can tell....
I did question it at the start, it's my home, it's my bedroom, I sleep in there and read books in there and such. It does not really have any mental impact on me at all though. It's business. I look at it like that. The one guy (I know, one, how pathetic) I have had here, he was great, it didn't feel at all wrong or strange after. You change your bed, you squirt some perfume about to cover the lingering smell of his aftershave, you get back in and you sleep. It was not an issue. The only thing is having to tidy up before hand as I have 3 kids back and fore here, they can be messy! It all got shoved into the study room and the door closed on it to hide it all!
Directly next door to me is a woman that takes pleasure in upsetting me and my family greatly, over anything and everything.
With her in mind I decided that the odd incall during the day is okay, nobody can guess what I am doing here, they simply can not. The guy could be a computer engineer or here to give a quote on some decorating or even simply a friend Molly, we know what we are doing so maybe it's because we know we think of it. I don't think my neighbours would believe I am about to get naked and do a jig around my bedroom with the guy that just knocked on my door!
Every man that comes to see you does not have to be your boyfriend you know so white or black, what does it matter and if you are questioned make something up. Your having huge problems with a computer virus, the guy is charging you a stupid amount of cash to fix it and it's still not done! You know, anything really from he is an old mate from school to your thinking of having work done and he was there for a quote. Why, did he park in your spot. I'm sorry about that? Normally when a person is asked why they want to know, they back off anyhow. I would.
Also as winter is coming, it's now dark by 8pm and nobody is about really so it's easier to have an incall during the evening time under cover of the moon! When I get the call to say he is an hour out or whatever, I make a point of asking him to park directly outside my house, I leave space for him by moving my car along a bit and if I can't then leaving it on another street. I have made a point of asking that they do not park outside the house next door as the lady there believes she owns that part of the road and will knock on all doors to find out who the car belongs to and get it moved along.
I think there is a balance you can achieve between incall and outcall. Once you have accepted it mentally you can separate home space from business space in your mind.
I wouldn't sneak them around the back though. That's by nature, well, sneaky. It looks as if something is going on. Get them in the front door and always have a reason for it in mind should you be questioned, the more normal you act, the less likely you'll raise any eyebrows I guess.
Your doing far better than I am Molly, you have seen more guys than I have. Good luck.
Jo