I finally put an AW profile up two months ago and even got Ian to build a site for me which I havent set live yet

Ive gone to the bother of renting hotel rooms and getting a new mobile.  To suddenly get a block and just switch off the phone and go home. 

I can only work sporadically and not very often due to my real job and also my personal life ( live with my partner half of the time)

He doesnt know and I dont want him to ever know.

I havent done one single job ( guilt)......since tryng to come back on the London scene

I really need to get over this as my debts are mounting, my regular job will not cover those, and I just need that security blanket.  I have everything you would expect required to make it as an escort....looks, body, gsoh, skills . just cant seem to get my ass organised.....and my real life job revolves around being organised so thats no excuse?

Whats going on with me?

Do escort assistants exist in the UK?  Someone who runs a small group of ladies, takes their phone calls, emails,  screens and schedules their appointments?  Just thought of this and will post a separate posting for this

NB

Do escort assistants exist in the UK?  Someone who runs a small group of ladies, takes their phone calls, emails,  screens and schedules their appointments?

Of course they do. We normally call them 'agencies' though, at least if we're feeling polite - they're breaking the law and most aren't very good because their income depends on you doing as many punters as possible, but people still employ them, especially in situations like you've described. There are a lot of threads about them on here already.

I think this sounds like a crisis of confidence.

I know that it affects a lot of us, especially when you come back to working after a break. I know there's a thread on here where we all talked about it and discussed strategies to break out of the cycle and to start feeling better (and earning!) I'm just off out the door but I think if you do a search for it you'll find it.

R xx

Rooby, Lady Lust, Lady Channel

thank you for your meaningful posts.  Yes possibly crisis in confidence but more guilt I think. 

I think it would be easier right now to have a pa ( I dont mean an agency with 100s of girls on the books, I mean someone who handles a handful of women)...They are very popular in the US
But not easy to locate one here

thanks again ladies for listening

NB x