I know what you mean, sounds like you have been thinking about it for a while why not put some dates/availability up or something and just see those who sound like a good bet in terms of politeness/reliability etc

Once you have seen one it will be easier, but obviously the  choice to go back is yours.

i think once i start i ll decrease cam LOL 
i was called few days ago then they cancelled and yday i taken a day off to do hair, filler and stuff
tbh i can not wait to break that ice and start again

I have just started camming on Streamat e but the plan is to do one tour monthly from January.

it is cool cam specially during covid! youcan earn well! LONG HOURSSSSSSSSSS can happen you earn lot in 1hr but another day you stay 8hrs for the same. i m not a super model LOL but i won contest however the traffic can be very mental and dealing w rejection is an everyday thing, also with lot of compliment... it is cool you can keep travelling w cam and escorting. today i joint another agency! wow
i must buy towel and be more clean where i m living ! 

it is cool cam specially during covid! youcan earn well! LONG HOURSSSSSSSSSS can happen you earn lot in 1hr but another day you stay 8hrs for the same. i m not a super model LOL but i won contest however the traffic can be very mental and dealing w rejection is an everyday thing, also with lot of compliment... it is cool you can keep travelling w cam and escorting. today i joint another agency! wow
i must buy towel and be more clean where i m living ! 

Yes winning the contest means you have done VERY well, but I also understand how wearing it can be. I like mixing it up, having the option. Did you do any independent camming too? I also made it a bit fun by having a tiktok account, and Instagram but that can take time and bring a lot of TW DMs (who strop-off when you do not reply, and or do not reply within a few seconds! ).

Did you get eye burn with looking at the screen, I did and it stopped when I reduced live streaming/free chat hours.

Regards going back I would start with a few trusted regulars, or straight forward clients. And yes in person can be more certain, more money in a shorter time with more time for you. But I have had days/weeks when in-person punters/clients have cancelled or simply forgotten their booking (even after paying a deposit).

Yes winning the contest means you have done VERY well, but I also understand how wearing it can be. I like mixing it up, having the option. Did you do any independent camming too? I also made it a bit fun by having a tiktok account, and Instagram but that can take time and bring a lot of TW DMs (who strop-off when you do not reply, and or do not reply within a few seconds! ).

Did you get eye burn with looking at the screen, I did and it stopped when I reduced live streaming/free chat hours.

Regards going back I would start with a few trusted regulars, or straight forward clients. And yes in person can be more certain, more money in a shorter time with more time for you. But I have had days/weeks when in-person punters/clients have cancelled or simply forgotten their booking (even after paying a deposit).

im working w agencies for my first time. i knowwwwww but i prefer to do so. 2 for now but still no booking yet. x

Yes winning the contest means you have done VERY well, but I also understand how wearing it can be. I like mixing it up, having the option. Did you do any independent camming too? I also made it a bit fun by having a tiktok account, and Instagram but that can take time and bring a lot of TW DMs (who strop-off when you do not reply, and or do not reply within a few seconds! ).

Did you get eye burn with looking at the screen, I did and it stopped when I reduced live streaming/free chat hours.

Regards going back I would start with a few trusted regulars, or straight forward clients. And yes in person can be more certain, more money in a shorter time with more time for you. But I have had days/weeks when in-person punters/clients have cancelled or simply forgotten their booking (even after paying a deposit).

low tolerance for idiots damn this is hard ahah i hate deal with them
escort is more income in a short time w maybe high risk paid for. more time out and for me. and quantity of tw is relatevely low.
on cam you can deeal with 100 and more each day. 
doing cam while you are at home waiting escort booking is the good move in my opinion