This is ridiculous, this is my 5th night on tour this week and I've only accounted for one booking this week. Its ridiculous, Im spending more money than I've earned and on top of that I have dipped into my emergency reservoir big time and am nearly running out of cash. I started off with several hundreds in the bank and now Im down to only a couple hundred, just enough to get me on to my next tour destination and I have no doubts of the outcome as I used to live there and already have firm plans. The places I've come to:
First place was a conservative country city and I expected not to get much, but the calls I had made me think I would get atleast something. Turns out they were just using me as bait for their hungry jaws of bullshit games.
Now Im in a bigger city which has several escorts listed, much more than my previous city and I still havent gotten anything firm. This is
humiliating!. I just want to cry, literally

I cant believe it, no bookings? Its like, why not? I did everything I was supposed to...I advertised a week ahead of time, I announced on the forums, I even had a punter 'book' me from a punter forum tonight....well Im about to call him out on his shit on the forum as he hasnt confirmed tonight.
Only thing I can think of is I chose the wrong city. Its a fairly big city, a world-class city...but its a southern U.S. one and I dont think the market for escorts is that great even though lots of escorts advertise here....but nothing like the amounts in New York and L.A. I dont know, but it sucks. Tomorrow is my final ditch effort to get a booking and I was lucky to be able to find a KILLER deal on a nice hotel. But thats it, no more spending money on hotels after this. I havent made a dime back from all this hotel shit and Im pissed.
Oh well, next destination I know I'll be set, but I need it to happen here while Im waiting.