I actually enjoy myself most of the time with my clients. I don't really see more than two guys a day, that's maybe a reason but also because I am naturally really horny:-). Since I started escorting again, it mixes up with my life, so I actually see some guys for personal reasons and charge them a flat rate just because I genuinely like them and find them very attractive.
I know many of you girls disagree with me (but I am confident many do get my point), I just can't look at this occupation mainly as a business, it would affect me personally. I always try to see a person and man in everyone, the good and the bad sides. And I am actually really grateful for this opportunity to make such incredible amounts of money in such a short time. That's why I love all my clients and most often don't even feel I am giving them a service but enjoying myself.
Yes, there is a regular customer I begin to dislike, mostly because of his weight which first didn't really bother me.
But the more often we meet (by now 3 times) the more relaxed he becomes with his grooming habits and I noticed some very strange scars all over his body the last time which now make me very uncomfortable?I am actually afraid he could have some sort of strange disease he isn't telling me about.
I will keep this guy just in case I need some quick cash and don't get too many calls, I really don't think I want to see any man I don't feel comfortable with or dislike because it seriously affects me if it is more than one time. But especially the new customers---I don't know why but I seriously enjoy the most. Regulars are more of a head fuck---you seriously need to please them and most of them want a more personal relationship in the end. I don't like closeness very much, that's probably why.
