I hate it now and looking at leaving but the money is good compared to minimum wage stuff I'd only be good for.
It affects my relationships either they dont accept what I do, or they want to be with me because I am what I am. Last few relationships failed because of my trust in them. seeing so many married men makes you see them all as cheats, well to me it does.
I feel like men I see use me ,which they do lol, but it starting to make me feel degraded as most are rough and demanding. Very few nice men recently.
And no friends or work chat and banter.
See how it goes but not for me much longer I think