Hi I'm looking for some advice, for the past year and a half iv been offering the whole GFE to clients, iv never had a problem with it and just got on with it, but recently the though of GFE makes my skin crawl. The DFK, the way they take my face in there hands and Kiss me, they way they want to "make love" and cuddle me after it, it's honestly making me feel physically sick. It feels wrong and personal and things I only want to do with an actual partner,
what I'm wondering is if anyone else ever feels like this, also would I be best offering PSE, I'm quite vanilla and don't do things such as facials/CIM/anal etc so I'm not sure if that would even work with me, I wish clients would treat this more of a business transaction rather than see me as a girlfriend, I understand that's what they are paying me for but why can't it just be sex, like a one night standin is, why all this you are so hot babe, kissing my neck, stoking my hair, slowly making love to me. I would much rather arrive have a small kiss, tits sucked, bit of oral, (on him, not me) sex in any position that does not involve eye contact, guy cums, says thanks then leaves. I hope this makes sense and any advice would be appreciated. Thanks X