As an ex-escort, I feel in a better position to post here having seen both sides. There are still times I feel tempted to be honest I cannot be bothered with all of what escorting involves.
Having to rush around for bookings, hunger pangs, treated like a piece of meat, having to be polite remaining professional in case loss of business, feeling like waiting on tap, sometimes a great turn out others a complete waste of time, exploring not valued or appreciated by clients with the odd few who do treat with respect.
A high % of timewaster upsetting phone calls. Paranoia looking through the peephole of the front door and windows, being on edge when clients are due thinking is he going to play up, even good clients can turn sour, always having to be on your guard, fed up of being judged but know it comes part and parcel with escorting, socialising can be affected with family and friends feeling isolated leading to depression.
All adverse events can lead to feeling not right be it annoying, sad, crying or anger is thinking something like F him to feel better.
For me escorting was a dark world.
I went into escorting blind and feel blessed having the opportunity to put it right this time around. I look forward to the year milestone of having given escorting up. Yes, the money was great, and the sacrifice was huge for the money.