So my first week ever escorting (Last week) i could only do 2 days 2pm-6pm but got a client each day. This this week i was down for 7pm-9pm Monday and i got nothing which i can understand cause thats not much availability. Then down 10am-3pm today and again, nothing! I don't have professional pics on the site yet and my agent said i'll get more interest when i do. I'm down 10am-2pm tomorrow and i'm really not expecting anything therefore have been lazy tonight and havent had a bath/shaved everything ect but knowing my luck, i'll have spikey legs tomorrow and get a client. And like right now, i could seriously murder a take away and have a good old pig out sesh but the only thing stopping me is the thought that what if i actually do get a client tomorrow and i'm bloated as hell.
Then on the other hand i'm thinking, is this job more hassle than it's worth. Yeah the money is amazing but i finally told my sister about me escorting today. Big mistake! I had to cause She's notice things lately and i thought life would be easier if she just knew and i wouldn't have to sneak around then. Well she started crying about it which i totally didn't expect and was like "why would you do it to yourself? In the future do you really want a long list of people you've slept with? Do you really want to tell a partner you was once a hooker? blah blah blah, i'm just so shocked. I'd rather not talk about it". I don't know why she was like "i don't want to talk about it". Once upon a time she once sent a pair of her knickers abroad for money and also supposedly got ?100 for doing 1 modelling shoot in her underwear. We never saw the pics and i'm just wondering if she's done anything like escorting and doesn't want to tell me. I mean, although she's dead against it, i wouldn't be surprised if she had tried it out. It just doesn't seem like her to be upset for me.

So yeah, it's all just bothered me today. The hanging around waiting for a call and getting nothing and then my sister being upset and lecturing me. Part of me just thinks should i pack it in cause my sister has made me feel quite guilty about it but at the same time, it's my body and it's not like i want to do this for pleasure, it's for business and the money can make my future a lot brighter compared to the minimum wage i'm on at my normal job. I just wish some people could see that it's not dirty or slaggy, i feel like that side of me is a different person and when i'm not on call i'm normal me sat on the sofa in my PJs or out and about in my leggins and uggs.

Sorry for the rant, just feel a bit unsure now 

Aww thanks foxy, i guess you're right And i know what you mean but i hope she can talk to me about it eventually cause when she's just constantly saying "i don't want to talk about it" i means i don't have a clue what she's thinking about me which is annoying. Aww, i'll think about it Hugss xxxx

And my mindset is.... For each enquiry and TW is a step closer to a punter turning up with the money.. its all going in the right direction.. I keep tweaking my website and ads to keep them fresh and near the top.  My minimum booking is one hour.. however ive had so many enquiries for 30 mins.  Im gonna leave it another couple of weeks then, if the requests are still  pretty high, i may introduce the 30 minute slot.. all about demand and supply    xxx

And my mindset is.... For each enquiry and TW is a step closer to a punter turning up with the money.. its all going in the right direction.. I keep tweaking my website and ads to keep them fresh and near the top.  My minimum booking is one hour.. however ive had so many enquiries for 30 mins.  Im gonna leave it another couple of weeks then, if the requests are still  pretty high, i may introduce the 30 minute slot.. all about demand and supply    xxx

If you could get ?70 at least for a 30min booking and you have no agency fee like i do then i'd do it. Least 30mins flies by as well. xxx