I am seriously thinking of banning clients who are old enough to be my grandfather.
I had one yesterday who asked, midway through, whether I could give him more time (but, sorry, he didn't have any more money on him). I was like 'Ooh yes, because I just like sucking your 80-year-old willy so much that I'll do it for free'. He went for a pee mid-punt leaving the bathroom door open whilst he did so, faffed around at the end of the appointment, took about a million years to get dressed then asked as he was leaving if he could have a discount next time
I've just got rid of another one who, when he arrived, asked me for a cup of coffee 'because I always have a cup of coffee at 11'. Fine, creature of habit, if you want to pay me for making you coffee, no problemo. But he had it strong and black - have you ever smelt someone's breath after they've been drinking strong black coffee??! Then he proceeded to 'kiss' me, which to him meant shoving his MASSIVE tongue in my mouth and slobbering all over me. Then - and this is making me feel queasy - LICKED me non-stop for the hour. I don't mean just oral, I mean licked my face, neck, boobs, arms and even at one point - when I sat up to reach for a condom - started licking my BACK. Using the whole length of his tongue to give me big long sloppy licks all over. Feel sick Just scrubbed and scrubbed in the shower. Best of it was, when I asked him for the money at the beginning of the appointment, he said - only half jokily - 'Do I have to pay?'
Sorry for the moan, just had to vent. In both cases, I was lying there looking at their little spindly legs and walnut whip willies and just thinking 'I deserve more than what I've charged you for this.'
Oh Angela.
That is so horrible and I so empathise.
I just wish people who think we earn easy money
read your post as it's a perfect example of why the job is often anything but.
I have yummy clients, and so-so clients and I have clients who I just don't gel with.
When they french-kiss it is just so yucky, for me that is the worst bit of all.
The non-gelling ones are the jobs I end up closing up on myself, afterwards
always by having a long hot shower. My man is lovely and know not to make conversation with me
when my body language says I'm in that yucky place.
This is a job and we should be able to be professional and divorce ourselves from our emotions.
But the truth is that what we do, is so intimate, that separation can at times be so difficult or even impossible.
We are humans with feelings and after all, none of our clients want a hard assed bitch!
But along with our sensitivity comes our exposure to things, to people
where it just feels soooooo wrong.
And that is just the way it is. Yes we are all fluffy and lovable. But the flip side of this is vulnerability.
And our mental well-being has to take priority.
Sometimes in the gross-out sessions (for me those are few and far between) I find the time drags
and I just think to myself
"Oh god this is so wrong, please let it be over"
It really feels like a bad time at the dentist!
But of course, we have to go there every six months too!
I find that walking out of their place with a bundle of twenties helps put my feelings into perspective.
It is good to have a confidant be they an understanding partner, a close friend
or your internet friends, right here on SAAFE!
The nice thing about being our own boss is that we can pick and choose who we have sex with for money.
We can always change our mind at any point. Even when we are about to get down and dirty, so to speak.
Just say sorry, look apologetic and hand them the money back.
But be mindful of their feelings too. Its not their fault they gross us out unless it's BO
Let them down as gently as possible.
I'm sure the others will have suggestions on tactful things to say to a client,
when killing an appointment.
Anyway, lots of hugs from me
I know exactly what you mean.
Jodie. xx