I don't know what to do with myself when not working. I have been now for two weeks in my hometown in poland, not working for more than a month and have no idea what to do with myself! I almost walk on the walls! I miss my clients, I feel I will have a huge break down again, then it is first time that I don't have sex for that long. I miss the intimacy, the talk with clients. I'm total mess plus the boring job at the hotel by my family drives me mad. I really have no idea what to do with myself. I look at men only in a way of hot cock and moment of orgasm!