I don’t know who to talk to.

My last booking was someone I saw a year ago and he gave me the creeps then. He turned up at 8.30 and had his hand over the peep hole so my guard was up then. Didn’t realise it was him until he was in the room.

He handed over the money then wanted to just lay on top of me which a lot normally want to do because I’m a bigger girl. I was laid on my back and he just kept whispering in my ear to relax. I told him if he wanted sex I don’t do bare and we use a condom. He said he didn’t want it yet. He then tries ramming it in so I tell him to stop and get off me but he doesn’t. He fights me and tries to pin my arms down and as I’m trying to push him off he puts his hand over my neck. He won’t get off and I couldn’t push him off. He wouldn’t get off me even though I was crying and begging him to. He wouldn’t get off me until I promised to give him his money back because I hadn’t provided a service. He kept saying sorry because he didn’t want me to tell anyone.


I don’t know what to do, I’m in a hotel in the middle of london

I’m so sorry you had to go through that. I would contact national ugly mugs, and see what they suggest.
I hope you’re ok xx

I'm really sorry to hear you experienced this, what a nasty man. You could report him to the police as this was a sexual assault, and also to Ugly Mugs + report his number on the phone app.
Sending a huge hug xx

Oh my love, I can't even imagine how scary this must have been for you.  Do you have anyone you can talk to in real life.  You need hugs and support.  If I was in London I'd offer my shoulder xx