I really feel like a stupid, cheap hooker right now and am trying to fight back the tears (tears of ANGER).
Well, here's what happened. I was browsing around the local classified site in the 'personals/hookup' section because as we all know, things have been slow like molasses and I was willing to advertise ANYWHERE just to get some moving money as moving day is on the 3rd or ASAP. Non of my real escort ads have been garnishing any attention.
Well, I met with a couple...2 guys. I had told them the rate over the email which was $140 (I am going to expose my fees so you guys could determine whether it was too cheap or not). The service was simply me fisting him anally, giving oral sex to both guys and reciving oral as well. There was no kissing or fucking involved.
I got the money upfront, and they were
SURPRISED that I asked for it upfront and said, "you're the 1st person to ask us that". They tipped me an extra $10.
Well here's the thing...they were in a camp area and I met them in a huge recreation vehicle. I wont go into details, but just think a 5-star hotel on wheels! I was absolutely stunned. They must have had $100,000 stashed in there. And my ass only left with $150
I just could not bring myself to ask for more money...not to mention they seemed slightly reluctant to even give it to me upfront
I left feeling like I SHOULD have gotten atleast $100 more. The plan was for his boyfriend to simply watch. Thats why I asked for only $140. In addition, thats not even my normal outcall rate. My 'real' escort site is charging $300 for 2 hours the minimum for an outcall with 1 person. These guys got an extreme bargain at the cost of my self-worth and although I do have enough to get to the next city, I still wish I had a bit more. I just felt so degraded.
What do y'all think about this? I mean...I guess I should n't feel TOO cheap because I was not even advertising on a proper escort site. I was simply 'scouring' around for guys who'd be generous enought o pay me. But nontheless, I still feel I should have gotten more. I was beating myself up the entire drive home (a short one) because I should have asked them BOTH for more money after they paid me, but I just couldn't for some reason