Its not the clients or the stuff i do with them, its the waiting and being skint that gets to me, I end up having to drink a redbull and try and focus on a movie or 2 to keep me focused when its been too quiet and i need work. I will see someone at 10.pm if i have to then some days i cant be bloody bothered and wipe my make up off , soak in the bath tub, switch the phone off and myself from it all!!!